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Happiness!! What is happiness?? I don't know what exactly it means?
What makes me happy... ?? And does my happiness make other's happy??
Or to make other's Happy I forget things that make me Happy.... Seeing other's Happiness makes me happy... Or its Just that I don't know what exactly is Happiness.... I think I know... Its an Illusion.... You think that you are Happy... In fact trying to make other's Happy... thinking that you will be Happy! But thats not what happens.... I have tried to make so many people Happy, forgetting about my Happiness.... But it turns out that they never get Happy..... And if I do things that make me Happy..... Others are still not Happy.... What an Irony!
Is there something wrong with me... or is it the entire World thats wrong??? Or is it that I am a curse.... No one around me ever is Happy??? Or is it the Entire World that is a Curse.... which is Never Happy??? Or am I one of them?? Cursed with Sadness... and spreading it like a plague....
What is Happiness???.... Is it something that makes me smile??.... something that makes me laugh....??? But I have heard that when you are extremely Happy.. you CRY!!!.... I have been crying all my life.... Am I crying cause I am SAD inside.... or Is it cause I am too Happy ???
The Illusion of happiness has always haunted me like a mirage in a desert... Always teasing me... seducing me toward itself.... The more I try to go towards it... Away it goes.... I wonder why I am still chasing it?? Its like Addiction.... or Marijuana.... you know it's killing you but still you cant stay without it.... You don't want to come out of the Illusion thats created... The Illusion of Happiness.....
